Short Update and I'm not dead (yet) ♥

Short Update and I'm not dead (yet) ♥

• 7.18.2013

Hey everyone, sorry for neglecting my blog because I'm current super duper busy with my final year graduation project *stress x100000000000000* 

It's already week 11 and i need to get my entire collection done by week 13 @_@ 

So I apologize for halting all reviews at the moment because i need to focus on this, been waiting 2 years and 8 months for this, can't believe it's finally ending :-)

All the ups and downs, challenges I've experienced throughout my cdidnollege life was literally a life changing moment. Lol not to say that I grew up to be smarter or anything but at leastbecause the lessons I've learnt made me a wiser person than i previously was.

Please do come and support my college's Nouvelle Naissance Fashion Graduation Show next month (I'll be one of the designers showcasing my collection there as well), it is in conjunction with Breast Cancer Awareness Campaign. So with every ticket purchase/donation, part of the money will proceed to the BCWA.

Venue : Tunku Abdul Rahman University College, Setapak (https://www.facebook.com/events/217425605071145/)

Date : 3rd August 2013 (Saturday)

Time : 7pm

Ticket : RM20 (please email me to reserve/purchase your tickets. TQ)

I would also like to apologize to those who have sent me emails and didn't get a reply >.< I'm always in college from morning till 8pm with very bad telco internet signal. When i get home i continue doing my project till i K.O on the floor (still haven't bath at times as well, gross I know). The bed has been my clothes storage place since i have no time to fold them once they're dry >_> the floor is now my bed, my room is now my kitchen. I'm binging (depression & stress)  on cookies,cereals and oatmeals for this whole month which is super duper unhealthy because I'm not getting a proper balanced diet but now i understand what it means to be a student. Barely have any time to cook or do anything else :-/ I wonder it's my age finally catching up to me or I'm not the super multi tasker like I used to be, lol. Bipolar, why you no come out when i need you most? *Slaps self*

Haha, I know, calling out my bipolar is one of the worst things after what happened last semester during STYLO (another blogpost collecting virtual dust in my drafts lol). Well desperate times call for desperate measures.

I'm trying to reply as much emails as I can, so please bear with me :-( Thank you!
Would like to thank my dear readers for the supportive letters you guys sent to me and i personally would like to properly reply them with a sincere heart and not out of rushing, so hope you guys understand that I'm not purposely ignoring you T____T
Love you all so much for taking the time to read my blog and email me such lovely letters! *loves*
Thank you so so much *bows* m(_ _)m

Weight Update :
Yep, I'm back to being 40kg++ which I'm totally upset about (it's my mental disorder) because I'm gaining it out of binging instead of having a proper balanced diet, my life is in a total mess and i can't seem to sort things out right now.
2 months ago after my first visit to the psychiatrist, my main focus was to get my brain right on track so i spent the whole time focusing on my food intake, exercise and mental well being + medications. But now since my main priority is my graduation, i had to push those aside which ends up being neglected.
I wish i could multitask like i used to do back when i was 18, that time i could juggle working/freelancing, blogging & studying at the same time with minimal 1-2 hours of sleep daily. Now due to my medications, i have to get MINIMAL 6 hours of sleep or my doctor visits would be such a waste :-/

Can't believe I missed my doctor's appointment 3 days ago when i was waiting 2 months for the bloody appointment =_= yes I'm pissed. Hopefully when i visit them tomorrow they don't tell me to wait another 2 months + before they can schedule my next appointment. Bugger government hospitals, but what can i do since it's the only affordable hospital in Malaysia :-/
Mom, I'm sorry for being such a huge mess.

I've also been getting alot of questions about how i lost so much of weight..blah..blah..blah. But to be honest, I'm not really keen in sharing my drastic methods because it's life risking (I'm not kidding) and it has many side effects. My main objective is to create HEALTH AWARENESS among Malaysians and I do hope to inspire those who share the same mental/eating disorders with me. Our country is rich with variety of food compared to most countries but what we are lacking off is health education. I do not have a high qualification papers in psychology or health studies, but through my experiences (I'm my own guinea pig) I do hope to build a health awareness community where we can share our troubles and support one another :-)

If any health related companies would like to do a collaboration with my blog, I'll be more than glad to assist you :-)
I'm reachable on my email : arisa1443@gmail.com
Thank you!
Time to stop hiding and stand up to fight against those haters. What matters most is one being happy for who they are and it's not about pleasing others.

XOXO,